Positive Affirmations 2013

In 2013, I WILL
laugh more
love more
eat less
weigh less
exercise less
have a man and exclusive relationship
adventure more
go out more
meet friends more
think more
write more
publish more
work more
earn more
grind more
give more
feel more
be more
+nUGeneration Chicagoland

Christmas 2012

What is Christmas to you?
To me
It's a new pair of Reeboks
and a green Nike drawstring bag
that I bought
for my mom to wrap
For me to unwrap

Christmas is Calvin Harris
& Dizzee Rascal
And headphones
In an empty house
It's waiting for my friend
To get here

Christmas is
Pumpkin spice
Coffee
Drank up

Christmas is

Happy Holidaze

May your days always be merry
And your eyes always be bright
May your mornings always be good
May the goodness always spread into the night

May your loved ones surround you
May their love be a cocoon
May you never be so busy
That you can't look out to the moon

May your drinks always be tasty
May your cup always be full
May your plate never stay empty
May you never feel cruel

May your regular life be suspended
To be picked up another day
So I fervently wish you
Happy Holidaze!

Amends

+jenkins ssekindi
I could fill my head
With so many dark thoughts
I fill my mouth
With so many curses
And what would it solve?
I can't change you
You can't change
We just have to pray
Pray for patience
Peace and calm
To still angry hearts
To smooth wrinkled brows
To heal broken hearts
Pray for forgiveness
For renewal
All things are possible through Him
All things are renewed through Him
So I officially write this verse
Of my sincerest apologies
Hoping that you will follow me
Back to the friend zone
I have yet to see you mad
Is it even possible?
It seems that
Between us
It is more my thing
Like the color blue
And being on time
However I don't want to go there
Into the place
Where God forbid
Both of us get angry
But I wish you all God has for you
Even when you vex me
Even when I can't stand to be next to you
Because you are my friend
And that's what I do for friends
I hate them
I love them
I claim them

Dear John

Who are you
Please let me know
Because obviously
On this concept
I'm a little slow
I don't even know
Whether you're coming or going
But there is
One thing that I am knowing
Now
I don't how
I ever thought
I could stand on your words
Because the webs you spin
Aren't even strong
'Cause Charlotte fell through
So I tell you
Miss me with all that
You don't even need to call me back
For it is now a fact
That I am officially
Sick of your shit
So quick
To move on from
Disappointment
Ointment
On cuts to the epidermis
That your promises inflict
Your words depict
A nonsensical situation
With liberal splashes
Of untruthiness
And shamelessness
Just know I thought
I thought I could
Turn the other cheek
But you hit that too
As well as the others
So thanks for the memories
Even though they've now gone sour
Every hour I stew
I wonder
Why I'm still fucking with you
Until I say no more
As I leave 2012 behind
I leave you behind
Because I don't
Even know what we're trying at
Anymore
So sore
Icy Hot can't even help me
So consider this
My pissed
Off
Farewell letter
Cut my losses and run
No longer fun
Keep the money
Because I'll make it rain
Dolla dolla bills y'all
Both on Heaven and earth
I know my worth
And it's higher
Than any bullshit
That you decide I deserve
So I
SWERVE
Harder than Big Sean
Because dawn is coming
And I wanna watch the sun rise
With dry eyes
No longer wet from the night before
So never mind me
Forget me
And any guilt
That you wanna carry
From how this shit went down
I didn't put it on your back
This is me mad
Angry Black woman
So I'll leave the Angry here
Just to be clear
And I pray
That Karma has mercy on your ass
Because her bitch rep precedes her
When you meet her
I hope she treats you better
Than you treated me
Signing off
The Queen
Royally pissed

Tell Me

Tell me
What can love do
What can't love you
When I decide to
Love you
In the only way
I can
I mean that
Real love
So good it hurts love
Can't sleep love
See our future love
Forsake all other love
Share everything love
Wash your dirty draws love
Call me late and talk love
That silent love
We don't even need no words

Mon homme knows I got it
Even though I don't have to give it
Not until we have rings
And all those things
Come together
But I'm not stressed
I'm not stressed
God took His time
Insh'Allah I will too


Tell me
What can love do
What can't love you
When I decide to
Love you
In the only way
I can

I mean that
Real love

That wife love
That mother of your children love
That married love
That commitment love
That Godly love
That African love
That traditional love

Shameless Self Plug

I interrupt your usual poetry and verses to inform that the poetess of this blog, Mukisa N. A. Kibaya aka Mukisa Namakula AK, has published a book, From Me To You. Now you can carry her supernova flow wherever you go! Check  this HONEST HEAT. We now return you to the usual poetry and verses.