Wednesday, April 29, 2015

Silk Blindfold

Privilege blinds
When non-melanated voices
Clamor about rioting in Baltimore streets
Prefaced by silence about Freddie Grey
The terrorist attack in Garissa, Kenya
And the kidnapping of the Chibok girls by Boko Haram
Are mere blips on the radar
While Charlie Hebdo gets primetime
I don’t have to wonder
Why #BlackLivesMatter
Because
They only matter most to other Black lives
Black on Black crime is the same as White on White Crime
Yet only one has a term
It’s easier to kill your neighbor next door
Who looks like you
Than to go cross town and shot a stranger

Privilege blinds
Some have the audacity and stupidity
To talk about race
To talk about being colored
To talk about being Black
When they have a choice
Of being English Irish French German Italian Danish
Or just plain ol vanilla white
What else can I be other than Black?
What else can I be other than Ugandan American?
I know as much about being White
As some do about being Black
I know what they say about assumptions
So to avoid making an ass out of you and me
I keep quiet
I observe
I listen

Privilege blinds
Even to the fact that one is blinded
One has the capacity to create what is satisfactory
Eschewing all that goes against the perfect picture
Before the laws, the practices, the regulations
Society holds up White supremacy with our minds
Society supports it with our thoughts
Because when a form of protest
Becomes more problematic
Than issue that is being protested
And no solutions are given
Then what are we seeing?
Where is the clarity?
We are so far gone
In a surreal post racial experience
As some frolic with happiness
They never notice
That they are dancing on graves

Tuesday, April 28, 2015

Crush

My heart does what it wants
It doesn’t listen to my mind
My mind knows who he is
But my heart refuses to be swayed
I want to be the right one
The One
One of these days
Because he could be that for me
Easily
I could listen to him forever
Accents do something to me
I’m so international
We joke
We laugh
His smile
His whole smile is a thing of beauty
I can admit I’m smitten
I just want to give feeling
Time
To take root
To grow
J’espere
He still cares
When this flower
Is in full bloom

Monday, April 27, 2015

I Wanna Be

Invincible
Stronger than my body

Royal
Respect my divinity

Human
My family should not be shot like animals

Worthy
Why must my life turn into a hashtag
A movement?
Why do I have to assert my significance?
I have always mattered

Loved
Tired of being guarded
He could give me what I need
If only I ask for it

Better
Because I can
I am

Quiet (4/26)

My mama is retired
After thirty odd years
Of working for The Man
He has given her freedom papers
So as she sleeps
I rise
The diligent worker bee I am
Getting things ready
For another workday
For another work week
I think of the future
Which helps me with
The lack of free time
Me time
A few moments
Snatched here & there
I have yet to reach
My full potential
Anyway
Duties are calling me

Break (4/25)

So easily I think I’m invincible
But I am only a woman
A mere mortal
I need rest
I need love
Both are within my reach
I have to wear myself down
Be open
Be honest
What I want
What I need
Is within my reach
Sometimes I have to break
To come back together
Stronger
Better
Longer

Friday (4/24)

Check cleared
Week’s end
Good time?
It depends
Energy high
BS low
What are you saying?
I gotta go
Working hard
Oh so chill
Today would be everyday
If it was my will

Thursday, April 23, 2015

The Chase

I stop
Wait
Hesitate
Move slowly and quietly
Maybe if I am undetected
I can sneak up on Happy
Happy comes and goes freely
Just as we get close
It slips away
And Calm runs right after it
I quit
And decide to take a seat
I am tired
And my breaths are short
I sit quietly
Tuning out the world
As I sit
 I think
About the tornadoes
I have stood through
The storms I have weathered
Then I look to my left and right
To see Happy and Calm sitting
On either side of me
I sigh deeply
And sit