Wednesday, October 18, 2017

mom

i could talk about everybody that has got my back
knowing that they could leave me
and possibly turn around and come back
knowing from the very beginning i probably slept against your back
knowing that you yelling at me always kept me on track 
even in my heartbreak you never forsake or ever slack
you always helped me picked out my school clothes and back pack
our relationship is an equation that they'll never crack
first best friend 
to the end
my mom

Shattered

It was all a dream, huh?
I was fine, to think my own thoughts
To feel my own feels
Guarded
Soft hearted
Never knowing that you could see me
Though I would never say a word
Absurd, though it was
Because we were in a different time and space
I face
The reality
Of things never being the same
You spoke words better left
And I just have to manage
My thoughts
My feelings
Because to think I could just feel
Without consequence
Is a mirror
That has been shattered.